Scadalous/ Tuesday, July 26
while i sit and stare in the sky..i feel ur presence..i see u in the image of the sun..memories flocked back to me like they were yesterdae..how u picked me up..and walked me so far..how u nv cease to encourage or even blame me fer the wrong doings i've done against u..how could anyone be so ever forgiven..and how could anyone oversee wad u saw in me..i wanna share my joy with u now..i want to tell u..and i noe u will be happie fer mee.. ...it's good and nice to miss sumone...maybe tt's why sweet sorrows are formed..but it's not nice to miss sumone so badly..and u noe u will nv get him/her back juz no matter wad u're gonna do and no matter how badly u wan him/her to be here again..it's not good to leave words unsaid to sumone...noeing that u'll nv get to tell him/her ever again..so i realli dunnoe wad to do man..life is so fragile..once it's pass u...u may juz miss the most wunderful thing on earth..
i feel ur warmth in the morning sunshine..
i see ur form everywhere...
i hear ur voice in the raindrops that falls..
i noe u will cum when i call..
and while i think and think..recall and recall..i think of u too..i think of the short but explicit events..i think of how u were the reason fer me to work so hard..i think of how u're my motivation..and thru u..i noe wad care was..i noe wad concern was..and finally..i noe wad it is..to make sumone realli happie..
and while the wind hits gently across my face..i juz can't help but wunder..where are u..and are u smilin now..[=..u're the reason why i smile once again!
indulgence in the wee hrs 0f..
10:52:00 AM
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